physically and mentally exhausted. i have not been sleeping well. an exgirlfriend is married and has a baby daughter. she described 99 as "a lifetime ago" and to me it feels like yesterday. seven years. that a long time. i feel like i have barely changed one bit. i mean, i still have the same fucking diaryland diary! ahahahaha. wow. i need money to grow on trees.i need a massage. i need a new heart. i feel very little, and very old all at the same time. tell me this gets better, ok? tell me i'll grow out of this, grow up, become something. pretty please?

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