1- i am so tired. i don't think i could feel any more run down than i do at this very moment. 2- work has been killing me. closed last night, left the store at nearly midnight, had to be back at 7:30am- worked through until 8:30pm, and i have to be back in at 7:30 tomorrow. i get off at 5:30pm, and then i'm going to smoke weed, watch some mindless tv, take a hot bath, and go to bed. 3- smoked the best weed ever last night, with some of my work mates. i didn't know i could get so thoroughly fucked up, so very quickly. i've never felt so wonderfully physically animated. i don't know how else to put it. i was in awe of my sense of touch, yo. bare feet on a carpet rocked my world like whoa. it took a lot of effort not to yell "sex would be so great right now!" and give everyone the wrong impression. 4- i am going to miss the cirque du soleil. i am poorer than poor, and i just can't swing it. i keep trying, but i really do not have the money. 5- my mother was not shocked about tara having a kid! she was all "how old is she? 26 isn't old to start a family. i bet she's a good mom" and i was all "i'm hanging up. and then shooting myself. and i'm old! how did this happen, mom!?! i'm not suppose to be old! people are HAVING KIDS! THEY ARE GETTING MARRIED! BUYING HOUSES! i haven't done my fucking taxes yet! i can't get a bunny because it's too much responsibility. i need to die now." and she laughed, but not in a mean way.

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