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i must change this layout. i am so sick of it. i can't make one i like. i've tried. i scrap them all right away because they are ugly, or take too much time to load. i'm using paint shop pro at the moment, which is usless. of course that's not the problem. the problem is me. i can think up something pretty, but as soon as i sit down in front of the computer my mind goes blank. i must start eating healthy food. guess what i ate yesterday? half a cheesecake. yeah, half of one. right down the middle. i had no veggies yesterday. at all. i had half a cheesecake, half a piece of toast and a zillion cups of coffee. no wonder i feel like shit. i need to start sleeping. i went to bed at 5:30am, got up at eight, pulled on dirty clothes and went to work. i didn't brush my hair or anything. glared at anyone who dared to come near me. i took double the amount of time i am alowed for a break. blah. oh. blah. fuck. i have to scrape all the paint off the bathroom ceiling and re-paint it today. i forgot all about that. shit. i have to go buy paint. i forgot about that too. too much money i need to spend. too much crap to do. today is not turning out so well. to leave you with something less depressing; it is lovely outside today. so warm and sunny. if the light wasn't making my head throb i'd be out there right now. ~a |
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